I must decide.

So I’ve had a hard month. I’m sure it could be worse. I’ve been fortunate to have great friends in time of need.

For the first time in a long time I have more questions than answers and feel a little lost. I’ve had my world flipped. Suddenly I care about things I’d long forgotten about. I’ve stepped out of limbo.

The thing I’m struggling with now is a shift in my own paradigm. I feel it; I smell it. The person I am today may be different from who I am tomorrow.

Where am I going? Where can I be happy? Should I be happy?